When John decided to write your first book he just started. And now you could see what he wrote in that paper. Yeah, was just this. He never finished his work.
They say: "You need to have an excellent reason to decide to write."
That is a big lie. You just need to have the decision to write and spill out everything that you want. I keep trying to do my best everyday. I try to do my best but people around me do not believe me. They do not know even a little of my problems and just judge me. I am tired of all. But I still keep trying. My life would be normal if I could consider normal the aspects of impositions that they say to me as acceptable. That is a big lie. And you probably know that. For this reason you are here, now. Welcome.